anglais

I am looking forward to go in the university because I would like to study subjects that I love : (studies est un nom, or would + BV)
But before going in the university, I think that I first have to pass my exam (réussir un exam = to pass an exam)
I know that university is too difficult but I would go in the university because it is an other univers and we can discover an other world as the lycee. I know that university is too difficult and we must work alone. But I am determined and I am ready to overcome difficulties because I am ill-tempered (mauvais caractère) sorry!
My dream is to study Pharmacie at the university but I am very stressed (adjectif = ed) because we must have a lot of courage .
Contrary the lycee, university is too difficult because I must work hard alone in my house and I know that I am not able because I prefer to profite of the life because it (life est neutre) is very short. That's why I am not eager to go (intinitif) in the university.


Contrary, I would go into working life soon because I am very stressed not to pass my exam and I think that if the result of my exam is negativ , I will (futur, ne se traduit pas par la construction aller + verbe comme en français : soit futur simple, soit to be going to + BV) work because I am a girl who is very fragile and I am not able to do again an other year. I know that it is very shameful (honteux), a pity but I make if I would (ici il manque un verbe : would ne signifie pas j'aimerai mais est un auxiliaire qui indique le futur, le conditionnel...)
I listen to my heart and not the other (ce serait mieux de préciser avec un nom). But if I don't pass my exam, I know that I will regret but to return in the lycee would be a dissapointement (concordance des temps, tu ne peux pas laisser du présent partout ; comme si tu disais en français : si je rate, je sais que je le regrette, mais retourner au lycée...)
But I am very speeding up (speed up = accélérer ; pressée = in a hurry) to work because I can build my life and I can discover an other world: the world of working. Nevertheless, I know that I will work very soon and I know that I am fast digusted of this world

To my mind, I think that it is impossible to find the best of this two solutions

Voilà, j'espère que tu comprendras mes explications sommaires ; bon courage pour le bac blanc !!

Si y'a d'autres trucs que tu veux savoir, hésite pas, je passerai voir de temps en temps si je peux t'aider